My first attempt at baking an apple pie magically conjured up this lovely , aromatic of what became our breakfast that morning. I baked this late one night last month, and putting it in the oven at midnight, I went to dreamland with dreams of the children tracking the whiff of cinnamon treading on white fluffy clouds.












" .. and anyone who does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me . Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. "
NIV Bible Matthew 10 v 38,39
" Then he said to them all : " If anyone would come after me , he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self? "
NIV Bible Luke 9 v 23 - 25
Comfort Zone
I chanced upon this series of cartoons from Lee Choo's blog and found the creative sketches absolutely amusing yet infused with the impact of Jesus's drastic invitation to discipleship. The gospel runs at cross purposes with the values and vision of the world , thus making it no easier for 'Christian' to carry his cross - the sufferings and hardships and all the inconveniences that being a Christian will infect one with !
In this modern times of technology saviness and media starved age where a good dose of money is perceived as an antidote capable of bailing out almost anything including jilted lovers , broken families and politics (yes, smile again), why even bother the trouble to drag oneself into 'religion' , especially one that requires you to 'carry your cross' ???
Yet it is only by enduring these 'inconveniences' that the meaning of life will become clearer to us ,when we realize that we will find purpose in life when our search leads us from why to whom. We have only to look at our Lord Jesus crucified on the Cross and there we will find the meaning of our existence and the answer to our searching and longing.
It is only by clinging on to this One and Only loving Saviour, Jesus, the one who so generously forgives absolutely all our sins if we asks him to and wipe our records clean to enter the gates of heaven , that all the trials in our lives would make any sense .
It is only by the cross that would prompt Christian to fix his eyes on Jesus, lest he will find time chipping off blocks from it and gayly going around in circles collecting trophies of his life's achievements at Vanity's Fair. Why not, as 007 laments, 'the world is not enough'. What's with a little drunken party, a few other women (or men) in bed or a little ambition to my first million in the bank (never mind those brood of neglected children at home, a potential to becoming druggies and repeating a perpetual cycle of a similar history)?
"What's wrong?" That familiar question we pose to self-defend and propel us to the comfort zone.
Ask again. "What's not wrong?"
Have you believed and entrusted your life to Jesus for a purpose-driven life?
If you have, have you committed yourself to a Christian life worthy of the calling of Jesus?
Have you lost your Christian life? God still loves you just the same as the day when you first gave your life to Jesus. Pray and rededicate your life to Christ. Return to church immediately for fellowship with other Christians. Don't be the single 'coal' that leapt out from the heap of coals. Attend Bible Study to be guided by the Word of God. Resist temptations and seek professional help to stop any addictions.
Sponge pudding seems to be one of those well known English cuisine that the English like very much. Like all the other English great nosh served as restaurants and pub staples in the British Isles, it's generally heavy on the carb, but then as the British Isles are so cold, it makes perfect sense. Complementing English mains of Fish & Chips, Shepherds' Pie, steaks, English desserts like Spotted Dick, Manchester Tart, Treacle Tart, Steamed Pudding, and the amazing Christmas Pudding make the perfect English dinner. Someone even wrote that the star of English meals would be Roast Beef and Yorkshire Pudding, the complete indulgence with all the flavours and textures of good British soil. Now, that is a good reason for me to visit Ye Olde Smokehouse (Opposite KLCC, on the street behind Gucci) again soon.This recipe that I tried and tested is absolutely easy to prepare. It can't get any easier to whip a gourmet dessert like this!
The dessert is mildly sweet and buttery. To make it, you'll need :
Ingredients
Method
1. Beat the eggs with sugar before adding the melted butter, salt and lemon juice. Then add in the milk.
3. Grease some small bowls, muffin tins or coffee cups.
4. Put in a spoonful of frozen blueberries. They must be frozen as this will keep intact the form of the berries, preventing them from breaking up into the sponge mix while being steamed.
5. Then pour in three-quarters of the sponge mix into the cup, tin or bowl of frozen berries. Now you ready to steam them in your steamer for 20 to 25 minutes. The mix will make 10 to 12 cups.
Tip : This mildly sweet and buttery cake's moistness is attributed to the steaming. Baking this pudding will make it dry.
* I did not include blueberries as it is not available at all in this small little town where I reside.

This pudding is best accompanied by a Vanilla Sauce. You'll need:
Ingredient
. 180ml cream
. 180ml milk
. 75g sugar
. 4 egg yolks
. a few drops of vanilla essence
Method
1. Heat the milk to just before a boil. On low fire, add in cream and keep stirring. Add in sugar, egg yolks, vanilla essence and continue stirring until you have a smooth texture.
More Tips :
The steamed sponge will keep in the fridge for a few days. All you need to do is microwave it on medium heat for 10 seconds before serving. You can replace the blueberries with other frozen berries. Or mix them up.
Instead of little cups, you can also use a big bowl, depending on whether your steaming apparatus can contain it.
Hope you will have as much fun trying it out as I did . Wish you success!
* The recipe is copied from The New Straits Time, 26th July 2008 shared by Chef Affendy Ahmad of Putrajaya Shangri-La Hotel.
